God, where are You?

After Monday, I can not help but think of how small and out of focus we are in this world. We try to place blame on someone or something for all the chaos. With all respect to the grieving of ones lost. Some ask, as I did, “God where are you!?!?” Why not let him kill the ones who he claims “made him this way”. Why do innocent human beings, ones you love equally as much have to suffer? Ones who maybe never knew the man.

Then I seem to focus in on a glimpse of reality. A glimpse of something bigger than us. Bigger than of self centered minds. Maybe a little de-sensitized but all the while focused in on reality of this world. Whether you acknowledge it as evil or as satan, there is an ongoing battle, it is definitely consuming this world. It is bigger than us. But not bigger than God.

My personal belief is that Satan “everything evil” hates “everything good”. He hates anything that will glorify God, and absolutely loves anything that may cause people to doubt God’s (everything glorious) existence and greatness.

Whether we want to acknowledge that or not is up to us but that junk is here and it always has been. It is real. It is not going away.

In reality, America is a name given to an association of people and the “laws we follow” but we are still part of this cruel world consumed with sin and all part of God’s plan. Satan has no respect for your kid or your grandpa he really does not even care about you. All he care about is suffering, doubt, hate, and anything that may cause this.

These are sad time and times of doubt. I, personally cannot change the whole world, or change what happened. All I can do is act. My acts are just a piece of the puzzle. I cannot sit here and be consumed with my little bubble. I need to be on my face praying for this city, state, country, and world. I need to be out there making a difference in everyone’s life that I come in contact with, because the Jesus in me maybe the only Jesus they see.

In conclusion, I may not be too far off to say that in this particular instance that this man was too far gone and consumed with demons for us as measly humans to change. I also understand that not everyone is apt to be consumed like this. But one statement he made really made me cringe. He said that “you had a billion chances to change this”… “you made me this”… “this blood is on your hands now and you can not wash it off”.
WOW
I having nothing more to say other than, as for me, I am making a change in how I view my conversations with strangers and co-workers and even down to friends. All, I can do is worship God with all I am and spread the word of His love and His grace. Show them Jesus, not my opinions, but Jesus. Love, Acceptor of all, King of all, Sacrifice for All.

WOW THIS PUMPS ME UP…..IS THAT BAD?