Where I am right now, is the scariest place I have ever been. The point between youth and adult. At the point of a decision that could possibly make me into what God molded me to be. The point where I can define who I am....
I look at my life and what I have done and an accomplished. I look at my strengths and weaknesses. A picture of who I might be starts to be placed behind my eyes. Constantly scratching at the surface wanting out. I know that it is inevitable and it just keep bugging me.
It is not a picture of what I have been...it a picture of what could possibly be who I am. A picture that if followed could be the hardest thing I have ever done in my life...A picture that I am scared to follow...but Gods challenges for our lives were never meant to be easy. Or is that just my opinion from where I stand?. In my eyes, God's molding of people throughout the Bible was extreme, but in the end it made their faith in Him stronger.
What is it like making that decision? What is it like making that leap of faith? Realizing who you are and what you eventually could be is the scariest thing to face...
The kinda faith that leaves you saying "God, here I go...it is just you me now...take me where you want me".
Its like looking down a river of whitewater rapids that (if the right path is traveled) could give you the scariest, wildest, most extreme ride of your life leaving you speechless at the end and joyful. Or the worst ride leaving you wet, mangled, cut, and bruised. Alive but beaten.
NO MATTER WHAT I HAVE TO MAKE A CHOICE..."Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same..."
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